世界唯一的我
Saturday, February 16, 2013

日久生情
離別是為了給他人機會 也給自己機會
在這支球隊也待了將近11年
也該是離開的時候了
雖然很捨不得 人生總得學習放手
或許是我懦弱吧
2011的那場敗仗 丟了冠軍 折磨了我一年
去年總算沒讓大伙兒失望
承受著巨大的壓力在比賽
最終我們一起把冠軍槍回
還好決賽的時候找回了我失散一年的信心
所以我想把美好的回憶留住
這一切真的很感謝我的隊友給予我的鼓勵
尤其我的二專手 趙宇 一直那麼的信任我 
建忠 從2003一起看這支球隊到現在的成長過程
給予我很多的的建議與鼓勵
隊長/教練 志偉 教導我很多 從一個乳臭未乾的暴脾氣小子
到現在能有大將之風的我 在性格上磨練了我許多
鴻汌 性格和我一樣好勝與暴躁 哈哈
和你一起打球就像看到了自己
帶給我很大的自信
當然少不了我最要好的死黨 坤漢
雖然那一次在球場你狠狠的瞪了我一眼
我會永遠記在心裡 哈哈
不要誤會 我沒有在氣你
只是你的那一瞪會一直提醒我不能把最簡單的球給墊壞
不管我們是隊友還是對手
我們仍然是死黨 是好兄弟

下個月的比賽 也將是我和你們最後的一次並肩作戰
我會好好的去打完這場球
留給大家一個好的回憶


花生仔 =p
4:01 PM


Wednesday, January 30, 2013

難道我是天煞孤星
將無伴終老 孤獨一生嗎?

當我以為我遇見對的人時
卻偏偏是在錯的時間遇上
心情雖然有些低落
可起碼我不後悔像你表白
仍然感激你還把我當朋友
即使不能像情侶般的愛護你
我願以朋友的關係來呵護著你
或許有一天你想定下心來的時候
希望我會是你想要找的對象


花生仔 =p
6:38 PM


Friday, December 21, 2012

古瑪雅人預言12月21日2012年將會是世界末日
很可惜地球未滅
讓很多人失望了

我本身覺得瑪雅預言指的不是真正的世界末日
而是想給那些心靈上受到創傷與感到絕望的人
一個新的開始
把他們灰暗的世界給滅了
重新再來過

梁靜茹的新歌《會過去的》歌詞寫到:
離開很不捨得 以為會崩潰的
卻在最痛的時刻 最感覺清澈
甚麼都會過去的
過去的在過去活著

所以就讓那些過去的活在過去吧
明天12月22日2012年是一個新的開始
希望那些還活在悲痛世界的人
過了今天就再也沒有悲痛
加油




花生仔 =p
6:24 PM



梁靜茹
《會過去的》

新的戒指 失了光澤 幾年過了呢
沉默著 天快暗了 我們該把 往事收拾了
再多說 也回不去了
後來的 都沒關係了
縱然我 想起你的 某年某天 歷歷還深刻

分開後有 一段日子 躲得遠遠的
終於我 都走完了 慢慢也懂 當時不懂的
此刻你 生疏的溫柔
觸及我 結痂的傷口
以前多 不能原諒 如今都能 笑著說出口

我曾為你快樂 也曾為你挫折
曾把你 緊緊抱著 緊緊依賴著 緊緊地愛著
離開很不捨得 以為會崩潰的
卻在最痛的時刻 最感覺清澈
什麼都會過去的
(過去的在過去 活著)

思念偶爾 參雜淚水 很快就乾了
時間會 幫我負荷 讓我的痛 淡掉了顏色
相遇在 熟悉的路口
翻攪著 內心的沉澱
遺失的 那個永遠 永遠還是 留在我心間

我們都走了
我們都不一樣了
緣份沒有 再一次選擇

花生仔 =p
5:42 PM


Thursday, November 22, 2012

感覺到失去重量的瞬間 
不是你那次的轉身 
而是你說希望我幸福的當下
祝我 生日快樂

花生仔 =p
5:56 AM


Tuesday, November 06, 2012

時間 真的可以讓一個受了傷的人復原嗎?
時間 真的可以讓一顆已經殘破的心再恢復完整嗎?
別人都說時間可以改變一切
但有些人卻喜歡拿時間來當藉口
心傷需要的不只是時間
最重要的是勇氣
心傷並不是時間就能撫平
仍需要另一個幸福才會完整
重重的鎖鎖著重重的心
殘破的心守著殘破的影

花生仔 =p
6:06 PM



Volleyball Singapore Open 2012
Team PSA
Finally gotten back our title again
It was tough, really tough especially we had to pick ourselves up after our defeat last year 
But glad that we learned our lesson and persevered till the end
The spirit of wanting to win
The spirit of teamwork
That lead us to success!

 Volleyspike 2012
 Safra BVB 2012
Our next challenge after the Shanghai Asian Men's Club Championship
Glad to see the juniors are picking up
Hopefully they will persevere and eventually win a medal in SEA Games 2015 Singapore
For 15 years I was never a "bench" player
Now I finally understand the feeling of it
Still, I hope the team will do well and I'm ready to "hang shoes" LOL

花生仔 =p
5:50 PM


Saturday, July 28, 2012

Team Singapore Men's Volleyball 2012

Gal never fail to send me off every time I travel
Look who's sending us off
 Timo representing Singapore Schools in the Asean School Games in Indonesia
Both of us traveling on the same date
So nice of him to arrive at the airport 4hrs before his meeting time to send me off. LOL.
 Finally we are representing Singapore in overseas competition again
 Singapore VS Japan
Yea, that's me in the air. =p


Hopefully we can make it to SEA Games 2013 Brunei and 2015 Singapore together
Should be hanging up my shoes after that then. LOL.

花生仔 =p
3:11 PM


Thursday, May 24, 2012

因為愛情 不會輕易悲傷
所以一切都是幸福的模樣
因為愛情 簡單的生長
依然隨時可以為你瘋狂
因為愛情 怎麼會有滄桑
所以我們還是年輕的模樣
因為愛情 在那個地方
依然還有人在那裡遊蕩
人來人往
給你一張過去的CD
聽聽那時我們的愛情
有時會突然忘了 我還愛著你

花生仔 =p
1:24 PM


Tuesday, May 01, 2012

雖然您已經離開我們一年了
無時無刻心裡還是會惦記著您
您在天堂過得還好還習慣嗎?
有看到爺爺和奶奶嗎?
他們老人家是否還常常在鬥嘴呢?
請幫我轉告他們說我很想念他們
當然也很想念姑姑您啦 哈哈
請放心 我從未把你們給忘記
只是有時候訓練太累 暫時腦袋放空
不表示我把你們給忘了
我那敢啊 哈哈
我下個月就要到上海去比賽了
請你們在天堂保佑我喔
不要再讓我受傷了 哈哈

真的好想念你們...

花生仔 =p
5:38 PM


Saturday, April 14, 2012

感覺我越來越強
彈跳和力量也慢慢的恢復
也比以前有力了
付出的努力終於有回報了
在把一傳和防守做好
應該可以出去比賽了
好興奮也好期待
倒數十一週
加油!!!

花生仔 =p
7:55 PM


Thursday, March 08, 2012

Seriously I don't think I deserve this kinda attitude from you
Of all people why must you vent your unhappiness on me?
Whenever you feel unhappy you will just show me your lousy attitude
Why don't you try showing it to others instead?
Have I been a very bad friend to you?
I seriously don't think so
Enough is enough
If you are not happy with me
Then don't ever bother to regard me as your friend
Delete and block!
I'm a human being too for fucking sake!!!
If you do not know how to respect me
Don't you expect me to respect you either!

花生仔 =p
1:24 AM


Wednesday, February 08, 2012

即使再累再煎熬
我會仍然緊緊抓牢
真心的執著絕不放掉
就因為我有一個夢想

多謝涵姊的一段話:
把握當下才是重點
誰知道自己會活多久
不要錯過了才感到後悔
因為人生不會重來
年輕不會永遠
機會不會等你
盡力做好每個人生階段才不會有遺憾

還有四個月就到亞洲男排賽
備戰的時間雖然不足
只要在訓練的時候用心一點勤奮一點
相信我們的付出是會有回報的
我們個子雖小但拼搏心強

很期待六月的比賽到來



花生仔 =p
1:39 PM


Wednesday, February 01, 2012

The pressure is getting greater and greater
As the training is getting tougher and tougher
Am I really up for this challenge
I don't know...
I feel completely inadequate whenever I attend training
I'm not the one that I thought I once was
I feel my presence is insignificant to the team
Am I really that lousy or is the coach thinking that I could do better?
I really need a lot of support from my loved ones and friends
I'm pushing myself each time to overcome the obstacles God has planned for me
I know He wants me to become stronger

花生仔 =p
3:31 PM


Friday, January 20, 2012

2008
When they were all so short and cute

4 years later...
2012
Look how much they have grown and changed

外表剛烈的我內心其實是感情豐富的
不管是親情 友情 愛情
都對我很重要
這四年一起經歷的波浪
那些淚水 笑聲 點點滴滴
怎能說忘就忘呢
真的很捨不得
但我知道有些事情該放手的時候就得放手
起初還以為自己很失敗
怪自己沒把他們帶好
可是昨天他們讓我體會到我們彼此之間的那段情意
有如大海那麼深
儘管一些球員已不在球隊
但那份情意從未斷過
這四年的時光有錢都無法賣回
傷心的淚水都只能往肚裡吞

花生仔 =p
5:17 PM


Thursday, January 12, 2012

I thought I could make a difference
I'm thinking too highly of myself already
What a joke...

花生仔 =p
5:34 PM


Monday, December 26, 2011

Merry Christmas
Our lovely group of friends
Mummy?
Nah, it's a snowman actually (after slimming session) =p
Curry, anyone??
Haha we had no turkey or logcake for X'mas
But curry, beehoon, satay, bean curbs...etc. LOL
Camwhoring as usual :p

花生仔 =p
4:59 PM


Monday, December 12, 2011

My aunt and cousin swee koon

是你多麼溫馨的目光
教我堅毅望著前路
叮囑我跌倒不應放棄
沒法解釋怎可報盡親恩
愛意寬大是無限
請准我說聲真的愛你
Beyond - 《真的愛你》

I thought I had gotten over it
All these memories are actually somewhere inside my head
Just like the weather in December
My heart is crying non-stop
Feeling cold and depressed whenever these memories appear to me

我只想對你說我不曾忘記你
在我心中你永遠都是我最儆愛的姑姑
很感謝你對我的教導和愛護
沒有你 可能今天的我就會像朽木一樣不可雕也
謝謝你 姑姑 一路好走


花生仔 =p
2:00 PM


Friday, November 25, 2011



看完了鼻酸淚流不停
超感人的

花生仔 =p
2:16 PM


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

SEA Games Men's Volleyball
Thailand VS Malaysia



SEA Games Men's Volleyball Final
Thailand VS Indonesia



The Thai Team
A team that we must learn from...

花生仔 =p
2:43 PM


Saturday, November 19, 2011

Thank you for remembering my birthday 我最親愛的
Thank you for the surprise
Thank you for the cake
Thank you for remembering my favorite colour, pink :p
Thank you for the domo
Thank you for being so patience with me
Thank you for the love you have given to me all these while
你就是我的永遠
你就是我的幸福
你就是我的快樂
你就是我最親愛的
You are the best gift from God!


花生仔 =p
1:19 PM


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Singapore is gonna host SEA Games in 4 years time, finally
After 20 over years since the last time we held it
VAS is reorganizing the volleyball (indoor) men & women teams
in preparation for the 2013 & 2015 SEA Games
It's time to show SSC that we are not the lousiest sport in the contingent
Yes, we may not be even close to winning a medal now
We may not have your support
We may not have your fundings
We may not have FTs in our team
What we need is the support and cheering from our local Singaporeans
We are NOT gonna give up and let you look down on us!
We don on the Singapore jersey with pride
We win with glory
The route to success may be tough
But the journey is definitely filled with pride and dignity
I will lead my team to glory
What cannot kill us will make us stronger!

Our Hearts, Our Hopes, Our Aims Are ONE

All the way my Comrades (indoor/beach)
You will not fail if you don't give up!



花生仔 =p
2:04 PM


Monday, October 31, 2011

《人海中遇見你》

你的愛 值得信賴 你的心 靠在身邊
只要你在 我就有許多夢想
只要你在 我就有更多力量

親愛的 我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的 我多麼盼望
就從這一刻起 和你分享所有感覺

親愛的 我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的 我多麼盼望
就從這一刻起 和你分享真心的感覺

你的愛 沒有保留 你的心 獻給了我
只要你在 我就有更多理想
與你同在 就好像擁抱天堂

親愛的 我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的 我多麼盼望
每一天在這裡 永遠永遠有家的感覺

親愛的 我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的 我多麼盼望
每一天在這裡 和你分享家的感覺

~ 《那些年,我們一起追的女孩》 電影插曲 ~

花生仔 =p
5:15 PM


Sunday, October 30, 2011

Open Verdict On NS Man Found Dead

http://newspapers.nl.sg/Digitised/Article.aspx?articleid=straitstimes19830913.2.34

It's kinda creepy after reading the article
It is not an accident for sure
They combed the whole tekong but couldn't find him on that night
But the body was found the next day late afternoon at 5.15pm
Strange, isn't it?

May his soul rest in peace.

花生仔 =p
1:31 PM



"It is a well-known fact that Pulau Tekong has a number of ghosts. Some of you readers may have read or heard about the ghost at Charlie Company at the old basic military camp I. Unfortunately, some versions that I read or heard have been distorted over the years.

Here, I hope to set the record straight. Instructors and trainees of Charlie Company, Infantry Training Depot during the March-June 1983 period can vouch for my version of the story. It is NOT my intention to revive hurtful memories especially for the bereaved family or to blame anyone, but purely to narrate facts as they had happened.

The starting point of this true story should be the 16 Km route march about 18 years ago. Before the march, the Officer Commanding of the company asked the trainees whether anyone was sick or not feeling well. No one put up his hand. But there was a trainee among the company, Recruit Tham W.K., who was down with flu but did not put up his hand.

Then the route march started. The platoons took turns to lead the company after each break during the route march. Sometimes, the pace of the march became too hot for some trainees, who could not keep pace and had to fall out. They became stragglers and had to be picked up by a few instructors walking at the rear of the company. The landrover with the medical orderly was also supposed to be at the rear.

Somehow, Tham fell out and managed to slip out of view by taking cover in the forest. He was not to be seen alive again.

During subsequent rest breaks, there were head-counts. He was presumed to be with the medical orderly. It was only in the evening after the route march, when the the rifles were due to be returned to the armoury, that they realised Tham was missing. They went to the medical centre but he was not there. The instructors feared the worst. Overnight, they organised a night-search party for him, re-tracing the 16-Km route taken earlier in the day. They could not find him.

The next day, the entire Camp I ceased training and batches of instructors and trainees were dispatched to find Tham. It was only about 5 p.m. that his own platoon commander (PC) found his corpse. Near a forest track junction, the PC noticed a half-pictched tent. He called out but there was no response. As he neared the tent, he noticed many flies buzzing around and detected a foul stench. There lay before him his dead trainee, lying with one hand holding his rifle and the other hand outstretched with a water bottle, with its cover opened. The PC broke down in tears and wept openly.

(A subsequent post-mortem showed that Tham had apparently died of stomach rupture. When his body system was still hot from the heat of the route march, against the advice of instructors, he had apparently gulped down massive amounts of water suddenly. It was like pouring ice cubes into a thin glass of hot water, which can cause the glass to crack. But the post mortem also found puncture marks on his body, which could not be satisfactorily explained to this day.)

It was left to the Company Sergeant Major and his landrover driver to drive the corpse back to camp for transfer to the mortuary. It was twilight at that time. Inexplicably, the engine could not start. The thought of the two of them spending the night with the corpse unnerved them. But eventually, they somehow had the engine started and returned safely to base.

The late Tham was promoted to NCO and cremated at Mount Vernon with full military honours. As the company trainees lined the road snaking up to the crematorium to salute our late comrade, it was a heart-breaking sight to see a distraught mother being supported by two daughters following the hearse.

A few instructors returned to the site where he departed from this world, to offer incense and prayers. One instructor asked the late Tham not to come back and haunt us, but rather to express his last wishes in a dream so that his soul could rest in peace after his wishes were fulfilled.

But Tham did not listen.

Incident 1: One of the instructors came to the Platoon 9 bunk to remove his personal effects. When he opened up his metal cupboard, there was a foul stench from inside that could not be explained.

Incident 2: In the dead of the night, some trainees of Charlie Company heard Tham’s voice shouting for the platoon or company to fall in at the common company compound.

Incident 3 (more scary): One of the platoon 9 section mates woke up in the middle of the night and saw the white figure of Tham’s ghost standing in front of his former cupboard ! He bolted to the next double-decker bed, grabbed to share his blanket and said “ghost!” The next morning, the platoon mates could see two trainees pale and ashened by the encounter.

Incident 4: During one of the subsequent route marches (by Golf Company), the company noticed a figure of a soldier in full battle order standing in the distance among some trees. The OC (a former Commando Captain) dashed forward to take a closer look. He quickly ordered the whole company to double past without slowing down to see what he saw. Subsequent route marches were diverted to avoid that area of sighting.

It’s been a long time since I last set foot on Pulau Tekong in June 1983. But I heard that the bunk in which the late Tham used was converted into a lecture room and subsequently into a store room. The room was installed with padlocked doors for obvious reasons.

Over the years, generations of trainees who became instructors passed down their version of Tham’s story by word of mouth, which unfortunately got distorted in the process.

May his soul rest in peace."

P.S.: This story is not written by me and it's based on the incident that happened back in 13th September 1983


花生仔 =p
1:08 PM


Friday, October 28, 2011

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.

—Marianne Williamson

花生仔 =p
4:39 PM


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Hmmm...
I do not know how to describe this feeling
It's kinda strange
I'm feeling happy for you
At the same time I'm feeling sad too
Looking at the pics we took together
Perhaps I should not

花生仔 =p
2:23 PM


Thursday, October 20, 2011

A quick update on my backpack trip to Paris
YES!!! I WAS ALL ALONE BY MYSELF!
Muhahaha~
My new backpack and little domo
Tour Eiffle
Champ de Mars
It's magnificent, you have to see it with your own eyes!
Mus ee du Louvre
The sunset is beautiful
Too bad it doesn't last for long
So, enjoy while it lasts...
Love the clear blue sky
Champs-Elysees
If you are into all the branded goods
This is a MUST GO place
A shopping heaven for all the shopaholics!
My first stop @ Abercrombie & Fitch
Follow by LV, Gucci, Prada...etc etc
I look so tawdry standing in between the 2 models
LOL


These kids are just so adorable
Look at the happiness on their face
Isn't this the kinda life everyone yearns for?
So carefree and well like by all the passer byes

I was supposed to travel to other parts of Europe
But I postponed it
It's actually kinda sad to travel Europe alone
Especially Paris
A place for love
A place for couple
Not for a loner like me

I guess the only time I enjoyed myself in Paris was the photo-taking part
Other than that
It was really miserable
Owell
At least I have grown up from this trip, I guess

After 3 years and I know you are living well and happy
Why should I still hanging on to it
It was a happy time with you
But it's all past now
It will not return anymore
But I will still keep the promise that I made to you
A promise is a promise


花生仔 =p
2:03 AM


Sunday, September 25, 2011

年底的大考就要來臨了
不曉得德明的那群小瓜準備了怎麼樣
尤其是中四的那幾個
今年特別關鍵
讓我最不放心的就是Adalric
很聰明但缺乏了自信
其他的同學因該沒甚麼大礙

中二和中三那群又調皮又搗蛋的小瓜
因該比之前還要成熟一些了吧
要挑起學長的責任幫忙照顧那些中一的學弟了
讀書要用功
練球要用心
很可惜不能看著你們慢慢的成長
但我相信你們將來一定會像中四的那些學長一樣很棒的



花生仔 =p
5:05 AM


Saturday, August 20, 2011

排球
現在對我來說是如此的陌生
比賽後所留下的陰影
讓我心裡產生了恐懼
排球場 是一個禁止區
一踏進去就像惡鬼纏身
身體就會覺得很不舒服
懷疑自己的能力
更懷疑自己的實力
我憑甚麼資格再穿上球衣
我憑甚麼資格再穿上球鞋
我又憑甚麼再去打球


花生仔 =p
4:22 PM



"No one can defeat you except yourself"
Very true indeed
I was defeated by myself today on court
It was really heart breaking that I wasn't of any help to the team at all
I could not do a simple passing
My attack was not effective as before
Even my defense was terrible
Using the word "lousy" to describe myself is just an insult to the vocab
Speechless for myself
Speechless for my performance
I have let my teammates who had been trusting me so much down
Find a reason to get my feet up on the ground?
pathetically
there is none...
Seriously I don't have the ability or quality
to fight for the libero position in the national team
I ain't sad
But disappointed...
The 2009 MVP medal is nothing but a piece of glass displaying on my shelf
What a shame...

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